Please call for me

i guess i’ve spent all my life inspiring, admiring
silently wishing i’d wake Up and suddenly i would be, finally
someone who isn’t the monster i am
someone who doesn’t pretend
someone who’s finally worthy of
the ones who i dare to befriend

i can write stories, and i can sing odes
i can draw portraits and cosplay alone
dying the coloUr of my emerald skin
knowing i’m playing a game i won’t win
please call for me
calliope
please wake me Up when I go.

i know that soon i’ll be challenged inevitably, regretably
i will be dead, it’s certain that no one can bring me back, that’s a fact
althoUgh if i give oUt my name
throw oUt the rUles and try
i know things won’t be the same
bUt this way i’d still be alive

rogUe of void, please hold onto my lifeline
i have space, but my brother has time


I've been listening to this song on repeat for the past while.
Sung and written by the beautiful voice: totalspiffage@tumblr
here's the link to hear the song:[link]

UU/Calliope is from the web comic, Homestuck
Homestuck © Andrew Hussie